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Nothing makes me happy anymore

by Kitsune

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1.
Kyoto 03:33
The ocean awaits our weary souls Too porous to stay afloat We're searching for any signs of life If only to love and hold Our lives are a rhythm A lonely ebb and flow Unaware of the answers We find ourselves in violence with the others I only wanna show you love and affection you never had And to help you learn to love yourself Our lives are a rhythm A lonely ebb and flow Unaware of the answers We find ourselves in violence with the others It's far too late to save a pointed, loaded gun. (children run, drowned in blood)
2.
Not my home 02:57
I've been here for so long This isolation is my only home You see, the shame gets worse while I'm away I'm hiding away from all the ones I love I'm hiding away so someone please just tell me This is not my home No I can't last another moment in this coma Waging wars inside my head I can't win, no I can't win today Someone tell me please I'm hiding away from all the ones I love I'm hiding away so someone please just tell me This is not my home, no I'm drowing with imaginary enemies I'm drowning with imaginary friends
3.
Well & away 03:26
We've grown apart and I don't resent you for anything you've done I understand that the loss of loved ones have left you a broken man With you I find I keep it all inside You're a harrier, so insecure So well and away I have to be with you We're running circles around these issues We won't meet eye to eye It's clear to me you're always deflecting With you I find I keep it all inside You're a harrier, so insecure So well and away I have to be with you We've fallen out of touch And now I'm leaving far away Even though we've been through so much You've been my brother, you've been my friend And now I don't know you anymore With you I find I keep it all inside You're a harrier, so insecure So well and away I have to be with you
4.
Beauty 03:32
I'm figuring all the insides out So many lovely things I'm finding the answers of my heart And I'm angry by the thought Of you telling me to be someone other Don't tell me that your love was never conditional Don't tell me that your love was never for another I finally found myself again It's oh so beautiful And I don't wanna waste another night or day Pretending I'm some other Cause you don't deserve me and you never did Don't tell me that your love was never conditional Don't tell me that your love was never for another (Utsukushiisa *Beautiful in Japanese*) Don't tell me that your love was never conditional Don't tell me that your love was never for another
5.
These memories are haunting me It's 1 am and I know that you aren't awake I don't wanna lose this fight again I'm trying to keep myself from caving in Return to the young and innocent The world has affected me Return to the young and innocent To find my peace inside again Do you remember when you looked at me and said That you were proud of me? I'm trying to keep myself from caving in Return to the young and innocent The world has affected me Return to the young and innocent To find my peace inside again
6.
Panic 03:24
Is that really you? Or just another phantom in the night You told me that I need to be strong for everyone Another memory, another ordinary dream And I'd give them all to see you Do you rememeber when panic hit you laid your hand on me You told me that I need to breathe, resussicating love Another memory, another ordinary dream And I'd give them all to see you Now all I want is closure You spirited away from me So I'll sing to your forever sleep Another memory, another ordinary dream And I'd give them all to see you
7.
Another round I'm fallin further in Another night, smile until I can't pretend, no Will you still hold my hand when it all fades out on me in the end? Will you still have electrifying love (Love) Cause all I've known is waiting on the severance Alcohol and sedatives Where honesty's irrelevant Will you still hold my hand when it all fades out on me in the end? Will you still have electrifying love Because I see you, and I always have From the very beginning, no matter distance or time & I love you, so much Will you still hold my hand when it all fades out on me in the end? Will you still have electrifying love Will you still see me?
8.
Over & Gone 03:29
For what it's worth I never meant to do those things to you And I don't think I'll ever know What you had to go through It's over and gone now It's over and gone and now I hope that you've moved on It's over and gone and now I hope you've found someone I know someday, you'll forgive me For all the fights I know I started For all the times I screamed and cursed your name When you left me It's over and gone and now I hope that you've moved on It's over and gone and now I hope you've found someone It's over and gone and we were children back then The things I did you know I regret It's over and gone and now I hope that you've found love (you've found love) And I won't curse your name, and I won't make you run away It's over and gone and now I hope that you've moved on It's over and gone and now I hope you've found someone It's over and gone and we were children back then The things I did you know I regret It's over and gone and now I hope that you've found love
9.
In my head 03:42
The snow is melting all around as days go by I can't stay focused anymore and there's no wonder why I'm in my head, always in my head I am my own worst enemy But you're always there for me To build me up with all the patience in your eyes When I'm in my head I'm always feeling desperate about success Compared to everyone I see I'm just another mess But you see something that I just can't see I swear there's something wrong with me and it's in my head (always in my head) I am my own worst enemy But you're always there for me To build me up with all the patience in your eyes When I'm in my head (always in my head)
10.
Starburst 03:26
When I look at the stars above (I can't help but wonder) My mind isn't sure enough Is it wrong to believe that The universe will bring you back one day Cause I need to know Will I ever see you again? No I don't wanna believe science I can't imagine that you're all burned up Is it wrong to believe that The universe will bring you back one day Cause I need to know Will I ever see you again? Or are we all floating in endless space Will I see your face again? I wonder, if I kill myself Will you be there to meet me in heaven? Is it wrong to believe that The universe will bring you back one day Cause I need to know Will I ever see you again? Or are we all floating in endless space Will I see your face again?
11.
Been a little while since I've felt you close to me Lay beside me and lets forget everything You know this is no ordinary love Whenever we're separate I'm empty You're the only one who makes me feel this way You're the only one who makes me feel alive When you found me, I was broken and thrown away Didn't think that you would stay Through everything you were there for me And through everything you loved me You're the only one who makes me feel this way You're the only one who makes me feel alive (I feel like nothing makes me happy anymore Like there's no good left in the world What's the point in trying if the result's always going to be the same, yknow? And I know it's not your job to make me happy, but I hope you know you're the only one who makes me believe in myself You're the only one who makes me feel like it's worth trying to be happy And that's all I could ever ask for)

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released December 6, 2019

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Kitsune Kelowna, British Columbia

KITSUNE is a singer/songwriter, creating melodic post-hardcore music from Canada in Kelowna, BC.

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